Still questioning ministry goals . . .

Actually, I know what kind of a ministry I want, but it’s the very idea behind it that was the same thing that resulted in the vandalism at the hands of religious wackos to begin with. Nine years of vandalism in an attempt to stop me preaching the one thing I know to be true, is what now results in my move to speak out more than ever, resulting in my getting legal documents stating that I can now start a church. . . if the cut water pipes and resulting flood, the murder of so many of my pets, the destruction of my books, the arson to my house, the resulting year living on the streets under a tarp . . . if none of that had ever happened, I don’t think I would have gotten so fired up to tell the world the same things I had told the people who did the vandalism, and yet . . . fear of farther vandalism, stops me from moving forward in this

I’m now an ordained minister, something which, before the year living under the tarp, I would never have even considered . . . every one tells me that God works in mysterious ways and that all things happen for a reason.

I never would have left the Mormon church, never would have sought to become an ordained minister, if the events leading to my year of homelessness had not happened. Things in my life are moving me farther and farther in that direction, it’s so strange. Could it be that this is the “mysterious way” and ultimate reason I had to go through those 9 years of hell?

For those wondering what it is that I said that resulted in the religious hysteria – I wrote it down HERE. it’s my belief in who or rather WHAT God really is. My belief in what angels really are, all summed up in a few paragraphs.

it’s also the founding basis for everything I believe religious-wise, and the core doctrine of my infamous unpublished 900 page thesis “Faith Not Religion”, which stands as the foundation from which I build up the whole idea of starting a church from . . . it’s also the reason why so many LDS Bishops have tried to have me institutionalized as insane.

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